Ihsan

Bagaimana Engkau tak tersaksikan
Padahal Engkau Ada
Meliputi segala sesuatu

Bagaimana ku tak malu
Sedang Engkau selalu mengawasi
Engkau mengawasi amalku, niatku, dan pikirku

Bagaimana ku tak belajar
Sedang Engkau membimbingku

Bagaimana ku tak mohon ampun
Sedang Engkau menerima ampunan

Bagaimana ku ingin kaya
Sedang Engkau tetapkan rizki ku
sejak ditempat tinggi

Bagaimana ku miskin
Sedang Engkau pemilik semua kekayaan
Engkau Dekat, demikian saksi utusanMu
Engkau mengabulkan permintaan

Bagaimana ku ingin merusak
Sedang Engkau Pemelihara

Bagaimana aku tak bahagia
Sedang Engkau selalu memberi Kasih
Engkau pemilik kemuliaan
Engkau pemilik keindahan

Bagaimana aku mampu mencintai kekasihku
Sedang Engkau sempurna meliputi setiap kesempurnaan
Bagaimana aku membenci kekasihku
Tiada yang menciptakan selain Engkau

Be Glad

Be glad
if you ever feels fool
because the 'ilmu' will come to you..

Be glad
if you ever feels narrow
the 'extensive' is coming soon..

Be glad
if you ever feels sick
soon you'll learn how to take care somethings

Be glad
if you ever feels persecuted
your need for love, will give you power to love..

a Whisper

Again, everyday its whispering in my heart

Again, its try to turn me out

The whispering is a nice sound

The whispering is more colorful than the rainbow

but, Its greedy

If this word doesn't exist

laa hawlaa wa laa quwwata illa billah..
Easily its slave me

But leave me at the time of truth

And sadness will remains..

Why its so easy to me doing something that opposite to heart

I feel so dirty 

Forgive me..

a Thousand time i look forward

that make sence i different that from backward

but deep inside heart, it bring me to strang place

that i do not afford to say where is forward and where the backward

even above and below

i walk without leg

seeing without eyes

hear without ears

This rope beautiful and strong
This close distance feel so far

as blocked by

seven mountain

seven ocean

seven layer of earth

seven layer of sky

Again, its appear a way

Again, the deep inside heart

Give me 26:78

Mirror

I learn warmth from the dark night
I saw coolness inside of blazing sun
I 'm thankfull my footrests when walking on the sand surface

Is it a must that we should being dark to give warmth..
Is it a must that we should burry to give coolness..
Is it a must to bordering to give support..

Desire to love
hope this feeling touch you the one who i miss so much..

Face

the past..
its frightening
if you try to pursue, it will leave you away
if you try to dodge, it always follow you
be friend with it
truly, its a good friend and teacher

the future..
standing if front of you as a wall
very high wall
unattainable
so, do not being sad of it
while you know you can't hop it
stay here, paint it with pray, desire, and idea
paint it with your friend, the past

So, who are you?
who is accompanied by past?
who is paint the wall of future?
you are God will
Will of Almighty

if you looking for me
i do not exist
there is only Almighty God
the Truth of truth
if you looking for God
you only see me
you see your being
will of Almighty
wherever you facing your face
there be the Truth Face

Grande Voyage

there are men who take a trip
the men who invited
Invitation from Truth, send through the Secret being
Invitation to sing the sound of Truth
this men searching the temple of the Truth

They raise maqam by maqam
You can't see their heart
Because the invitation came with guard
Except, for the other voyager

If he take the right path of the trip
through path that take by the men before them
they will not lost
they will find the Right Door

This right door which not easy to find
but they find, and there are mens who dreamed it
the dreamer that not know about it

Until the destination
They hear the words of truth
its like all day long without night..

How Science is Jokes

There is a time when someone starting his scientist carier
He love reading, planning, and solving problems
He just think and think
Then he can feel the presence of God

He knows God give him permission
To make a solver of a problems

He publish the solution
and the convention ask him
"Is it original?"
He says, "God teach me the way."

convention analizing the originality
and find that same solution were exist in other side of world
convention invite him to ask
"We find this ever published by A, what do you think?"
he close his eyes, and says,
"Just now God tell me, God teach A before."
and he stand up and says loudly,
"Then God tell me, only God the owner of knowledge, pray for God, Thanks for God."

Lets do Open Source
Lets be Open Mind